Today I want to write as if talking about money, but as not. Though inspired me they are: money, Finance, wealth and success. Especially now, on instagram I post a video with the keys for attracting money that inspires me as well.
I already wrote in his answer to a question from this site that the earlier vinyl of the rich, successful and has reached many people. Blamed them for their poverty, that because of them I am. Vinyl them that there are still a hundred, a thousand, a million of those who are better than them, smarter, more beautiful, nobler, but they did not succeed, and these have achieved. I remember feeling resentment and universal injustice that sharpened me through which I began to refer themselves to a number of those who are pushed to the margins of success, but those who are worthy to be successful more than many! I was thinking that I was no worse, not more stupid, not less attractive, not less healthy, I'm creative, overall a good person and so on... So that's why he's all "fired" up, and I don't? Why is life so unfair?
I reveled in the offense. It was a special kind of masochistic power, a special charm. I've been a loser, but better that these horrible, unworthy of successful people. I was torn by contradictions. I really didn't want to believe that they are more fortunate than me, that sapped me of energy and desire to develop. After all, why to do something, to try, to endeavour, if nature, fate, life, all of the resources given to others? What's the point if it's just a fucking lottery? I rebelled against that!
I also could not believe that everything depends on me, and if I make enough effort, I will have success and everything that people have, I'm jealous! I knew, too, that the I cannot be because I have other friends, different family, different upbringing, in the end, I some other! I realized that I want something of his, some of his success, his fame, his money, I didn't want me to have the same thing, but I wanted to live a decent life, shows us the TV and how are famous people, are just lucky. And I began to think a lot about it. A lot to think about.
I came to the conclusion that I should envy those who are richer, better, smarter, more successful or lucky. I have to go its own way and to enjoy this route. I understand what guarantees my success there. I clearly realized that there is no 100% rules, they say, the more you work, the more you will achieve there. This is the same lie as about 100% lottery. In this case, my success depends on luck. It turned out solid dichotomies, ambiguities and contradictions.
the Next step was the understanding that, first, success I can achieve only if you're on your own. The mere fact that I'm doing it and recognize it, you make that choice, take responsibility for that is a small success. This is something I can be proud of, because this way no one else has! Secondly, I realized that when I go my way, I automatically envy anyone, because I your way anything would not change, it would be a betrayal of yourself and worse feelings there. Even if it is very hard, it is little money, fame and love, the greatest value that I'm here myself.
Over the years I realized that as such 100% of the rules of success and wealth just yet. Everyone has their own way, no one knows what it is, nobody knows what made him God. But the strength of each of us this path to be detected, to thank nature, and as efficiently as possible to try to go through with maximum commitment and pleasure. It eliminates envy, resentment, guilt and fear, because you become a part of something bigger than your own choices. Without your choice, decision and will, you will not be able to pass this way. Again the dichotomy of two conflicting parts of one whole.
Success is not exists on the one hand, but on the other hand, each of us can achieve if it chooses to go his own route towards their goals. Which, on the one hand, ours, on the other hand, are given to us from above.
the Boris Nikiforov
