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My dark horse ran away from me, and I looked at his waving tail as the flame of a dying candle. 

I woke up from the vision and thought. How else, after all it is. In each case, as soon as the degree of the situation escalated, I ran away and went back into his shell. 

as well, you can run the circle – pounded in my temples, and a familiar wave of helplessness rolled and gave me a homemade blanket. 
again, I fell asleep a normal life, but the knowledge of my shadow now was with me, and began to expect his time, as some unknown animal waits in its burrow for the arrival of spring and warmth. 

why am I writing this, let me gather my thoughts. 

the Shadow of a man can make a person weak, or maybe strong. 
the Shadow is our unconscious fears and repressed desires. 
They unite and form a part of our personality, the unconscious form of the reaction and include repetitive instinctive pattern of behavior. 

the Shadow is what prevents to realize our potential, and on the other hand is a source of strength. Just to get to it you need to go (work out) his Shadow. 

there Are times when everything begins to crumble. 
This means your Shadow has become so great that it forces to draw attention to themselves. 
In astrology, call it the influence of Saturn. 

the Person fulfills his or by what is happening to him events which he has no control over, or study his Shadow. 
for Example, greed and envy is the fear of losing what you are not enough and you will not. Fear of losing what you have yet)). 

These qualities are transformed into behavior patterns, thirst for money and power. Having received them again, the man is afraid of losing them. This explains many acts at the root of which is fear. And this baggage will sooner or later have to fold. 

And you can have money and power without fear. 

But you need to find and step into your Power, from which derive the true richness, the possession of and well-being. 
And for that you need to surrender to the motion of the heart, to master the situation, take the initiative and guide their lives, make the decision and choose the direction of movement. 

This movement as a journey that leads to healing, the-transformation and reunion.

sounds Like some kind of morality. 

So what do I do with my dark horse? Specifically me. And now. Don't want to wait for the arrival of spring. 
Dark horse looked at me curiously and raised his upper lip. 
it Seems he liked that I started to notice it and even sometimes to speak. Anyhow, because I only saw its tail and that part to which the tail is attached. 

I began to realize that I was starting to make a new friend. Other the best of anyone I knew. Despite the fact that he's dark, he was always ready to show in the mirror, her black eyes those parts of the real me, not nice, weak, deceitful and cowardly that I hid from myself. 

the Parts that my self-esteem was considered too painful to live and experience them to the end, and their scraps were forced to find homes to materialize in the body of my dark horse. 

the time will Come when I will see him whole and then he will not have to be separate from me and we will become again one and the real me who I am and always have been. 

something Like this.